Where did i go?

Hey, i have finish my dance now.

And i can get a rest and focux on my studies.

My tyme have come.

But,i still having a complicated and hard tyme with my life.

I still dont know where i want to go

What i want to be.!

Seriously. I dun feel like taking my N level.

And i dun think that i deserve to take that exam.

I have no hope for myself.

I am just a SLACKER.

Everytyme i face myself with the mirror, my tears just rolled down my cheeck.

Do you know why?

Because i still cant accept who i am!

Don't you feel like giving up one day, but you always think that you can

Ended up, nuthink make u have a good life.!

What's the used of leaving if peopel surrounded you dont care, always having a comflict, wanted you to listen,

just using you for help.

But when you neeed help, who will?No one will turn too HUUDAA!

You are such and idiot do you know that!

Why?why?why?

Can i just be alone?!

Can i?

I feel like shouting and crying now.

Sis, i know how you feel and how i feel now.

We are having a difficult tyme and we didnt know how to solve our situation.

Maybe i should be like you, overdosing myself to make me feel better.

Everyone cant get a perfect life, but why cant i be like the people out there.

BE STRONG?

I would like to thanks to the people i love who hurt me alot.

Thanks for everythink.

Even you guys hurt me alot of tyme, i reallya ppreciate it and still trying to get you back and stay with you forveer.

But this is what i get in my life.!

Theres no used for me to just sit down and just shut up my mouth!

Its hurting me alot and it really hurt me alot.

I dunnoe hu to complaint too!

They say it takes time to get over serious relationships

But i been waiting patiently

Im still stuck on you

I still picture your face smiling at me

I made a big mistake but now i got it babe

The consequences of my actions

But until your back here in my arms

I'll never have the satisfaction

I know you know that im sorry

I never meant to hurt you

Is there anything that i can do

To make it up to youI'd do anything baby

Coz im sorryI never meant to make you cry

I dont want to say goodbye

Im sorry

Im sorry that i lied

Everyday that passes

I miss you more and more

I still remember the first time i said i love you

I knew that this was heaven sent

I was destined to be with you

Now i messed it up

I pray to god above

That you will forgive me

Just take me in your arms

And hold me all night long

And tell me you will never leave me

You'll never leave me baby

I know you know that im sorry

I never meant to hurt you

Is there anything that i can do

To make it up to youI'd do anything baby

Coz im sorry

I never meant to make you cry

And i dont want to say goodbye

Im sorry

Im sorry that i lied

I believe that everything happens for a reason

You know that everybody makes mistakes and everybody regrets sometimes

Dont let this ruin everything that we have

I dont want you to forget how much i love you baby

How much i miss you babyYou mean everything to me

I know you know that im sorry

I never meant to hurt youIs there anything that i can do

To make it up to youI'd do anything baby

Coz im sorry

And I never meant to make you cry

I dont want to say goodbye

Im sorry

Im sorry that i lied

TURN ME BACK!