Uneasy feeling

Yesterday at about 11pm went out with mum, dad, aunty, rasydan and my maid to malaysia.

Thanks God is not jam.

But when go home is jam uh.

So was at the car listening to music, look at someone picture, were crying, were hugging and were smelling the perfume!This is because i miss that someone.

Wake up early today, at 7am.

Mum wake me up and i go bathe.

Was excited but sad cux i cant follow my friends out.

Reach there at 9.30.

Waited abt 10 mins then can go in..

I miss you damn lots cuxin.

Hopefully you will go out soon yup.

Take care and star a new :D

After that, went home, bathe again and change go out.

Before that i told my mum can i go with my friends.

Then she said no, i wnt you follow me go hospital.

So i did.

And seriously, she is damn irritating lah.

Complaint everything.

My business uh i want eat what, i wnt drink what.

Im the one hu suffer what not you.

I know lah, i wil take care of myself.

She do this because she dun wnt me to go seii!

Hais!

Nevermind today your day!

Then, that doctor said alot of thing lah, that also make me cry for a while because of SCARED!

haha. but i'm okay now.

Then text with derest sister.

Asking where she and how is her day.

Well, comflict a while because of her words, but nah i dun take her words seriously.

Then when bedok, my aunty house. Help her clean her house and i got money hehe xD

60 bucks, not so bad eh!

After that decided to eat at CP banquet.

I reach there, the first thing i wnted to eat is POPIAH,

been craving it. And my irritating mum dun let me cux gt peanut and chilli!

Arghh!

The only thing i can it is soup and porridge,!

WHAT THE HELL! so my appetite lost becuase of her.

So i just shared my soup with my cuxin younger sister.

Then, my mum bought ice-cream for the whole of them but not me,!

She bought two also for my sister and her husband!

Then i fed up sia!

She said share with your cuxin youngger sister and not so much!

This is way too much seii! I know lah, but at least once a while what!

Seriously, you really UNFAIR!

Reach home now and listening dugaan dari illahi plus chatted with mira.

Well, im scared on tuesday.

IT'S SYF! im really scared you know!

Hmm, what to do!

You know, i been crying yesterday night, been missing you.

I dont know why,!

THe love and care of me is not the same as the love and care of you..