Out of sudden, i feel soo happy and kol my dearest sis saying that i'm going out soon.
I walked with a big smile.
Im just smilling and laughing with my friends.
It was a great day. Seriously!
After school have fun with besties, joke, chit chat and stuff.
Reach home, i saw my maid.
Hehe, quite happy. I was shocked. She come back again eh!
Hmm, at last i have a friend to accompany me.
I told her everythink what happen and she too were crying with me.
Suddenly while i was doing something.. phone rang.
Cuxin didnt want to pick up cux she busy too and maid was inside the toilet.
So relie on me eh.
So i pick up.
randomly pick some of the conversation as i guess most of it is privacy.
"Don't be such a loser, i want you to achieve and get the best job.I dont want you to be like(sorry not too mention name). You see i care for you thats why i spent my tyme with you.Do called me if you need help!
and the rest is like privacy and i dont wnt to write here. Im sorry
It's hard to take it, but things are already done, and i cant do anything.
It really take me a courage to forget it and tried to make me cool down so that everything when normal again.
Life. life life. Full of shit!
This is what i get everyday. I wanted a laughter, a smile. but ended up, it become a tears for me.
See people. for the first tyme i smile and laugh and post a good posting for you guys, but i just couldnt!
God, the only person who can help me. But i should help myself too.!
Im trying, im helping myself. But GOD, where are you when im in pain?
God, where are you when i need the help from you?
WHERE!!! i just couldnt take this obstacle by myslef.
When is the day, i can stand by my two feet and be strong?
WHEN!
HUDA, YOU CAN DO IT!!
What happen to her?
Why she like this?
Why? what make her change?
Why she putting the blame on me.
What i did to make her like this?
If im wrong, change me now!
Why must you involve other people?
Why? Im your _____. You have the right!
Are you giving up on me.?!
Are you??!!!!Why is she avoiding from me!
This is what my life will be!
PLEASE, BE LIKE LAST TYME YOU TREAT ME )':
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