Hello people(:

Currently happy today.

But, my heart feel abit uneasy.

Hopefully, i can turn into a shining star one day!

But its nonsense

I don't know why my feelings change everyday.
Why is it i have to face it by myself?
Why is it i cant tell others how i feel.
I just dont know how to put it in a sentence.
It's difficult for me.
I feel like someone in my life cotrolling me, asking me not to do this and that and making me hate that person.
I don't know.
I need my friends. I need them.
They understand me better then you,
I know that i have to study for my life.
Yes, friends come and go but some not.
They even tried to help me when i need help.
They the first person who came up to me whenever i fall.
Please, at leeast give me life.
PLeasE! I don't know what else i can do.
I can't concentrate my studies.
I dont know what bothers me.
You know, my friends did not influence me, i am the one who are lazy and dumb enuf to follow!
They are not in fault ok!
HAIS. everytyme, you call, asking me to do this and that.
Yup, i know whatever you said its truth, but you are just controlling my life.
WHY?! My mum did not do this to me.
You are making me losing my friends day by day.
Please..! I need you to understand me..

Can soomeone slap my face and tell me to buck up!

You can't make me forget her.
You cant make me lose her.
You can't make me and her separated.
You can't make us forget each other!
I need her! I love her!