Currently: Sick in the mind, My body aching):, 17 more weeks.

School was okay today.Just that my body aching and i been like saying OUCH ouch, like no body business ehk!. ThanKs Ms Khong & Mdm Halimah for the PIZZA and KFC.
Marvelous! :D
Satyed back with BRENDA and chit chatted with Ms Lee and Ms Lim while BRENDA doing her
maths homework.I'm the only one who never take out a book and study and just stoning.
Ms lee keep on nagging at me hor. Sorry lah, i just couldnt focus lah.
I dont know when is the time for me to really restart back.
Hmm,Nothing much about today uh.
But then did talk with BRENDA about something
You know i know the whole world dont know haha.
It's so disgusting can?
Omgodness.!Haha. Will not say much uh!
Thanks for the help and i had fun with yoou today[:

At the bus, suddenly i watch the TVMOBILE they say about INSPIRATION[?]
And i can catch this line only.
"I have learned that everyone wanted to stand up the mountain and bla bla."
Thats all i can remember. I thought, it really inspired me.

Hais. Sad sad. Almost the people taht i was closed and not so closed tell me i change):
How sad can it be?
Someone said: I told gold that i don't like peach.Because of peach, orange change and not so closed to me.
Someone said: Hey you, where the old you? Where the old HUDA i know who always never give up and always study?
Someone said: Hey, i miss the old us where we study and had fun together.
Someone said:Will you come back to us again?

Wah! i was damn sad when i heard all this from my beloved ones. Did i really change?
Was sad sia.! Hais, nevermind. i know what i'm gonna do soon.
I HAVE MAKE MY DECISION!
sorry to you):I guess it's final and i guess that seriously my decision.
And like Ms shang said" STAY FOCUSED!"

I LEAD TO MY OWN PROBLEM

Mum talk to me today.Happy. But hope she dont change):

Brother had a fight with someone asked me tagged along so i did.
Wah, rabak ke pe.! Hmm, mepek mepek.
Perangai seriously YP.! Pakai besi pe pompan?
Sedap bodoh kena aku nye pinggang. Aduhh!
Macam nak pecah!WHATEVER girl. You f*** off!

I can feel that things will going out of hand soon.Seriously.
I will give it a try. But how if it's fail?No huda. think positive!
Arghh, i feel like i am a GAME which people control me playing.
Forget it.

WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME?

Ihavemylovelypeople[: