Currently: cry,sad, pissed off.

Hello, Im back with my post,
I dont know how to make my lifehappy again.
It seem that my life have no meaning anymore.
Is this gonna show me that ..
Haiya, nevermind.

Went to school with you again as usual.
Suddenly you change your mood.
What am i supposed to do sei?
Did i make you sad??
Did i?
I'm sorry i did cry and i'm sorry for everythink.
Seriously i dont know how to tell you.
If i tell you, i dun wnt you to get too upset of it and start thinking negative stuff.
You know, everyone care abt you and i do cre abt you too.
Where all the promises you said to me earlier on?
Haiya nevermind lah.
I guess im tired, you are tired and everyone is tired .
The best decision to make me and yoou happy again is, stop thinking abt this and make a new start again!
I will and i will try!
How about you??
Do smile and laugh again with me.Please think first before you want to give up!


I always hoping a happy day, day by day.
But when day come, it becoming more worst.!
I'm guess people with problems of their own know how i feel too.
It feel like you are leaving in a jail and you dont have an idea how to go out of that place.

Lastly, i'm happy because i got to tell my mum what i feel this few days.
Say goodbye to ____!
I hope it will not be rejected and my mum dont change her mind!
Please please!

ps; iloveyou